WELCOME 2006!!!!
Spent my last day of 2005 with Enell. GREAT. Even though i made him wait. Hahaha... And by evening time he had to go for his reservist duties. Haiz...So can't go n watch the fireworks under the moonlight. Duh...Futhermore it's raining and cold..i rather just lazed in my brown sofa watching the Vcds that i rented or the Countdown telecast. Hmm...will call up enell to accompany him while he sat around at tuas doing nothing for the nation's sake.
Hey...today i'm very good. I accompanied him all the way to his reservist's place n goes back alone. Normally he was the one to accompany me home. Oh well...i told him it can only be done ....once a year?
Ok..ok...stop talking bout' him okies...Can't help it lah...still in loves with him n is sooo looking forward to our lives in 2006!!!!
Let's see....Flashback all the HUGE impacts 0f 2005 n hopes for 2006, that's it if i can still remember lots of it?
1. Ashura left me. I was very devastated. Shocked that she left me too sudden. Now i've learnt to let her go. Tears will still flows everynow n then. When i watched Narnia the scene where, the lion was lying on the stone, dead....i can't bear to watch it...My mind flashed back the moment she was lying on the opreating table, gasping for breath...fighting to stay on up until she reached back home and died peacefully in my bed. Yup..i'm crying now...in fact...while watching that scen, i was secretly leaning at Enell's arm n silently my tears wet his sleeve. Cula...Tx for coming to my life...dearie...You knew how hard it was for me to accept that u are really finally gone....Come into my dreams often, dalz....
2. Finally, enell finished his stuidies at NUS. With good grades, with honours. Thou i don't understand bt this honour things that came with degree..i'm very proud of u, dear...We all did. You knew who. Hope that u'll get the best career that u dreamt of dear....
3. I have a blog. Hahaha...my coursemate, Z introduced me to Bloggies. I made my own blog, well so that i can look back what i did in my life...and also because i am so interested in creating new layout everytime. So bear with me...every now and then i created new layout. My credits are for Z, for letting me saw the bloggies during our modules, to Enell for helping and giving me ideas for my layout. And to those who are willing to spend time to read my blog. I credit people as i respect the effort that had been made, unlike some who simply just chucked away the effort done by other and invisibly claimed the credit. If you haf what it takes, totally changed it and i will respect that. Don't use my work, no matter how u change it... if u don't credit me.
4. I'm so looking forward to my life as an educator. Finally i had obtained a diploma in early childhood. I'm proud of it as i slogged hard, and is in debt because of it. I deserve every effort for it and hpefully i'll move on to take the leadership diploma and a degree, hopefully.
5. I don't look forward being 25 in 2006!!!I don't see myself as 24! Hey, i don't look 24! True...when i'm outside, all those youngster punks looked at me like i'm their age..Hey! I'm can be ur sister..tau!!! Nak stare...stare..or ngurat....konon...Malas lah nak layan kau...So what if i don't dress mature often, I'm very comfy in Capris n t-shirt n flipflops...being 24 doesn't mean i have to act or dress maturely...Hey...the mind and brains shoud be the ones being mature, not the physical apperance.
That's it lah...lazy to think somemore, what ever it is i am just glad and thankful that i'm being love by Allah, and others. Thanks to Him, i'm still living comfortably here, while others are suffering due to mother nature.
How i pity them so much.
Hope that they'll haf a better future and be far away from human evil deeds. I do feel that if i can such a stable income, i would gladly take one of the tsunami ophans and raise her as my own..so what if i'm not married. But, i myslef is in debt due to my studies so i can only pray for them....
So there.....
Me, Chikine is wishing everyone a HAPPY 2006, EVERYONE..................
